Still Here

Just thought I would do quick post, this week has been really hectic for us so not a whole lot going on. My work has been incredibly stressful and my wife has been in a training class. And then I started a running 101 class so been stiff and sore. So we really have not done a lot other then my daily chores. But my wife came in yesterday for work and I was soaking my sore muscles in the tub and got undressed climb up and pissed all over my face and then just walked out.

And no she still has not let cum this week but tomorrow is Friday and she did say I would get to then.

Take Your Pants Off Now!

That's what my wife said as we were watching television last night. I quickly complied to her order and laid back down. My wife quickly started smacking my cock and balls...hard. I am kind of a wimp when it comes to my cock and balls being hit so I was quickly yelling. She reprimanded me to be quiet but I really couldn't. She went and got a pair of her dirty panties and shoved them in my mouth. "There that will keep you quiet."

She continued to beat my cock and balls for the next half hour then decided that she wanted for me to rub her legs. So I quickly went at it and started to rub her legs. A couple times she would look back and if I was starting to get soft she would smack me again until I got hard again (obviously my cock and balls feel differently then I do about being hit).

A little while latter she came back up and started playing with my cock. She kept bringing me right to the edge and I would have to tell her I was close and she would stop. She did this for awhile and then decided she needed to use her Hitachi without my help, I just had to lay there with my erection raging and her panties in my mouth.

Finally, she decided it was time for sex. She rode me telling me how I would be cleaning her up after and how yummy it was going to be (UGH! I wouldn't say that). Then telling me that at some point she was going to call me today and tell me to get an pee cube and to suck on it and then have a glass of water with two pee cubes to chase it down. And how the next chance I would get to cum would be Friday.

And yes she did make me clean up my mess after I was done.

Two Great Nights

I have gotten to have sex and cum the last two nights, I am feeling very lucky! Especially since on Sunday when we were having sex after my wife came she said "ok, we are done." And I hadn't cum yet, luckily she was just kidding. And the added bonus was she did not make me clean her up afterwards.

Then yesterday since she hadn't locked me up I bumped her and asked if she wanted to have sex. She came back with an affirmative. After we got our kid to sleep I went about our usual routine of my kneeling on the floor next to her and putting coconut oil on her beautiful legs. She then said that she didn't think I was going to get sex but she wanted oral. Boy that sounded disappointing but it would have been her decision and she makes the decisions. She had a change of heart though saying that since she had agreed we could have sex but I had to get a condom (and we don't use condoms for birth control so it could only mean on thing).

The sex was fantastic but the second I came she jumped off of me, pulled the condom off and said open up. She poured some of it into my mouth and said close your mouth. So there I was laying with the condom dangling out and my mess in my mouth. She went back over to her side of the bed and pulled out her Hitachi and had an amazing orgasm as she looked at me and laughed. When she was finished she told me to swallow and go get cleaned up.

Gift

After a long week as a single parent I am really happy for my wife to be back home. And I was so excited about the gift I had got her I decided to give it to her last night. So once we got our child down and she was relaxing in bed I got on my knees and gave it to her. She absolutely loved it and was excited. Here is a picture of the gift.

Believe it or not I found it on Blue Nile, they call it key to my heart but I said we both know what it is really the key to.

I am at a seminar all weekend so really not a lot going on. But I will say since she has gotten home she is way more bitchy no asking just telling. I commented on it and she said she was happy I noticed. Can I just say I love my wife.

Remembering My Place

Yesterday morning my wife bumped me yesterday and asked if I was wearing pantyhose. I posted awhile back that she requires me to wear pantyhose to remember my place. Unfortunately I wasn't, with her being away I didn't think it was necessary. She instructed me to get them on immediately and I am sure I have gotten another demerit in the BMP notebook. 

I asked her what her plans were once the warm weather came (as spring is around the corner). She immediately responded that I would be wearing panties all summer. As she definitely wants me to always remember my place in our relationship.

Then this morning I got a text saying I think you are thirsty go get a peecube and some water and send me a picture. Unfortunately, I had to go into the office this morning so I explained that I would as soon as I was home. Got home about an hour ago and have made my drink and have just finished it. Ugh! But at least she didn't make me suck on it like a popsicle. Below is the photo that I sent her.

I really am loving these little things my wife has been doing to keep me in a submissive mindset. I can't tell you the effect it has on me each time she has done it. I have thanked her and told her how these things send me to the moon. 

Long Distance Control

Last Friday to keep my mind on her this week my wife came home and peed in a glass (and it was a smelly pee). Then she called me over and told me to take it and pour it into a couple of ice trays we have and put them in the outside freezer. She told me that she may or may not call me this week and tell me to make myself a drink with her special ice cubes or she might even tell me to just suck on one and think about her.

She made a lot of ice cubes but so far hasn't called or texted me. But I will say it is an effective way of keeping her on my mind.

Whilly Nilly

Last weekend my wife told me she had decided to lock me up for the week while she was gone. Every time we had some alone time she reiterated how I was going to be locked and she was taking her vibrator on her trip and cumming as much as she wanted...UGH!

She was sick yesterday and I wondered if she was going to remember or forget. I went back and forth on whether to remind her (too be clear I would not have cum without her permission) or not. But knowing that I am submissive to her I bucked up and did the right thing as asked about it. She said no, she decided with it being just me and our son that it was probably best for me not to be locked up.

This morning as she was getting ready to leave. I was sitting in our tub reading, she came over and gave me a kiss and said go ahead you can be whilly nilly (meaning I can cum as often and as much as I want) while I am gone. WOOOO HOOO! Of course then she said because when I get back things are going to be changing, she then snickered and walked out.

Gift

With all of the changes we have going on and some things my wife wants I really wanted to get her a special gift. I found exactly what I was looking for and ordered it today and had it shipped (once I give it to her I will let you all know what it is but can't ruin the surprise ;-) ).

My wife got very sick late last night with some sort of stomach flu (completely different then the one I had). So she was in bed all day. I am not suppose to buy things without her approval so I had to go up and tell her I bought something but could not tell her what it was because I wanted it to be a surprise. I with all the changes we have going on I wanted a symbol to acknowledge it and found it.

I really, really hope she likes it because I am really excited about it.

Calm before the Storm

My wife had such a good time with the rope and tormenting me on Saturday that she decided that she wanted to do it again last night. After she had me bound up and was having her fun she paused and looked me in the eyes and said that I should consider this week to be the calm before the storm. You see she is leaving tomorrow for a work conference and will not be back until Friday night.

I asked her what she meant and she just said " I have plans and a lot of things are going to be changing. And you should prepare yourself because it is going to be very hard on you." I am really excited and nervous to see where she wants to take our relationship. More and more we are getting back to where we were a few months ago when things were really clicking. We both want to go a lot farther down the rabbit hole and it sounds like she is going to start pushing that.

Last Night

My wife changed the plans again last night. We were waiting for our kid to finish watching his show when she looked over and said "Go turn everything off in the basement (I had turned the heater on for our playroom)." So I got a little disappointed but wasn't going to screw up again.

Got the kid to sleep and she said she was taking a shower and to get the rope out. After she got out of the shower she told me to take my clothes off. She secured my hands behind my back and said she needed to get the keys. I laid back down in our bed and waited. She came back and let me out and she started to smack her cock around and then to play with it.

She played with it and smacked it for a long time and was driving me crazy. She said she wasn't sure if she was going to let me cum or if she was going to ruin it. At one point she smacked my cock really hard and said "Be quiet, you are here for my enjoyment and I am enjoying playing with your cock so just lay there and don't bother me."

After a long time of taking me to the edge too many times to account, when she let go I felt myself start to just ooze out....UGH! I begged her to grab it and not let it just be a ruined. She was feeling kind and grabbed it and saved the day. Afterwards she left me tied up in my mess and took out her vibrator and had an incredible orgasm. She then told me it was a good one and untied me and said go clean up the mess.

I am still unlocked and really tender down there, not sure why I am so tender honestly. My wife was quick to point out this morning that I am not to be touching myself.

***Update***Not sure what is going on but I am horny as hell right now. Would have thought last night would have gotten this under control at least a bit. Not sure if because it was what I would call a half ruined or what is going on. I told my wife and I commented about the half ruined. Her response was that wasn't her intention but was still amusing.

I screwed up

Last night we were suppose to have a big scene and then we had planned another scene for tonight not as intense but would be a lot of fun. But before any play we had family activities planned. So we rushed out to have dinner before all of his activities. We decided with the craziness we would switch the scenes between nights.
I relaxed for a little while and then met them for the family night. My wife told me she was getting a headache and then later on said she was getting tired. The thing is we have a really bad habit of getting tired or just life getting in the way. So I got cranky...really, really cranky.
So nothing ended up happening except me getting another entry in the behavior modification plan notebook (UGH) and a stern lecture. And I did not get unlocked either :-( On the upside, I didn't get unlocked and my wife remained firmly in control.
On the upside I was told me no matter what we were playing tonight.

Pfbt....Pfbt....Pfbt...

Yesterday my wife wrote me and told me to make sure the trimmer was charged because she wanted me to prune her genital area. So after we got our son down she laid out a towel and waited for me to get the trimmer. I have to be clear I hate the job because I am always terrified I am going to cut her. But I got the job done.

Afterwards we went into the bathroom and she had me get down in the shower as she wanted to mark her property. So she pissed all over my head, this use to be a nightly ritual but we have gotten away from it. She has now said she thinks it is important for us to go back to.

Now for the title, after I got cleaned up and she showered she came in and wanted her nightly oral. So I crawled between her legs and started licking. Pfbt...Pfbt...Pfbt...although she showered there was still a ton of pubic hair trimmings...UGH! I soldiered on and she came really quick (she had been checking out her new cocks and she was playing with the one that has a bullet for her the wearer that got her perky). After I finished I had to go wash my mouth out because of all the hair.

I asked her if it worked knowing that I am laying here all frustrated and you just came. She looked over, giggled and said "Yes, it really does something for me."

New cocks!

My wife and I thought it was time for her to get some new cocks, dildos that is. We ordered three new ones on I want to say Tuesday. When we were out to lunch today and I gave her the key to the jailbird I asked her if she had hear anything (like that they had shipped), she said "no."

Well they came this afternoon! We are both very excited.

Give me the key

My wife and I have been discussing how we intend on ramping things up and going farther. She decided she wanted to meet for lunch and I made the suggestion that maybe I should lock myself up and give her the key at lunch. She LOVED the idea and as she came in to the restaurant she stuck her hand out and I knew exactly what she was expecting so I handed over the key.

I will say when she had me regularly locked up I was use to it. But right now it is back to being uncomfortable. But I will live.

Wondering

My wife is going to be out of town next week so it will be interesting to see if she locks me down. That would be make a really rough week. We have been talking and she is planning on ramping up of things so she may.

We have big plans for tomorrow night but I don't want to jinx it ;-)

No Device Denial

I have not cum in the last week and I am getting pretty desperate. We had talked about a lot of sex last week but that stomach bug really made that a non-starter. The thing is my wife hasn't locked me up which in a way makes it worse and even more frustrating. I think when I am suppose to be denied having a device works better because there is a constant reminder and I don't know it is just better.

I spoke with my wife about it this morning and she said she knew I was getting pretty desperate because of a couple of incidents the last couple of days. I said don't you think you should have done something about it. She just snickered and walked away.