What a morning

Last night my wife after I gave her a big orgasm with my tongue, she gave me another ruined orgasm. My balls have been really bothering me and though it wasn't a relief to my current level of frustration it helped with the ball pain. And yes I had to eat it again (and there was a lot) but again since it wasn't ruined I didn't mind. Then she dragged me into the bathroom and pissed a really nasty piss into my mouth (apparently she was really dehydrated and had been drinking really strong tea all night). She found my chocking really amusing. I came back in to her using her vibrator for a second orgasm, she had me fighting to get me tongue in around her vibrator, again really amusing her.

This morning I snuggled up and pressed my cage against her. We then made out like a bunch of high school kids. At that I suggested maybe we go in to work a little late. And maybe we could get up and I would go prep myself and when I was ready she could come down and peg me. Then I could give her an orgasm and then we could take a tub together and I would shave her legs. After which we could get ready and have a nice lunch and head to work.

At first she thought it was a ploy to get out of the cage but when I told no I did not expect it. We had talked about her starting to peg me when I was still locked. Once she was comfortable with that she was good to go. Once the morning routine was through I went down to the basement and prepared myself. My wife expects me to be one hundred percent clean when she pegs me. When I was good I called her and asked for her to give me five minutes. She said "ok" and I went and grabbed our neoprene gas mask and got it on and climbed into our sling.

She came down and said how much she liked finding me in the hood and started to do some breathe play. Then she grabbed a glove and started lubing my up and got on her harness and cock. Wow, it was an incredible time...she really pounded the crap out of me. It felt so good and was such an incredible experience, I am not sure how to express it but when she pegs me I just feel so submissive to her and being locked and knowing I was going to be allowed to cum through penile stimulation was mind blowing. She kept playing with the cage and the hood's hose and was really into it. I kept telling her how much I wanted to be her dirty bitch, and she kept saying you already are. I really thought I was going to cum but it didn't happen but it felt so incredible.

She stopped and said get my harness off me so I took the hood off and got the harness off. She went over to our liberator  and waited for me to climb between her legs (she didn't wait long). She was so wet and ready again it did not take long.

My wife kept asking if I really enjoyed it and I was like "God, YES!" I explained that when she pegs me I just feel so incredibly submissive to her. Then I turned the question because I know she is not able to cum from it (we have tried) why she likes it? Her reply was the power she feels when doing it and the dominance over me. She then said she liked it even more with the cage and that the cage made those feelings so much stronger. The rest of the morning went the way it was described above. We did have a lot of interesting discussions about where we are recently and maybe I we do a post about it some time.

No relief in sight

My lovely wife is definitely ramping things up. Yesterday morning we were both off and she said go get the penis board and the thin rope we use with it. Below is a picture of the penis board

She then proceeded to amuse herself tying my cock down and abusing it. Then she went and grabbed a bunch of clothes pins and clips and amused herself further. Then she untied me and started to strock me and it felt wonderful. As I started to get close to cumming I asked if I was allowed to cum. She just started laughing and saying "nope!" I quickly pointed out that we haven't had sex since last Tuesday and my last release was Thursday. She said "yeah she knew but that I wouldn't be cumming anytime soon." Then she explained that I would not be cumming for another two weeks and that I would be locked the entire time. BLINK..BLINK. I have never gone longer then a week and then I was climbing the walls. She said yeah it will be good character building for you. She said she planned on ruined orgasms and maybe trying to milk me. 

And she went back to her project at hand of ruining my orgasm. On and on she would bring me right to the edge and stop. I asked what happened if I had an accident. At that she slapped my balls hard and said "that but only harder." Finally, she got me right to the edge and let go about 30 seconds later it started to dribble out. UGH! We knew it was a ruined one because I was willing for her to feed me my mess. Something after I cum, I am always resistant to doing. She said that making me eat it when I am willing is not nearly as fun.

Settling Up

The other night my wife looked at me and said "we are going to be settling up tonight. How many do you think you have coming?" I looked at her and said "I, honestly, think I have been pretty good." She looked at me and laughed and said "no, you have been disrespectful and have used curse words and you know I hate that. So how many do you think you have coming?"

"I guess, um, eight." Again this was meet with laugther, " I was thinking twelve." I wasn't going to argue with her but knew this was going to be hell. I found her punishment spoon (it is a really really thick solid wooden spoon we found just for this type of correction) and asked if I could walk the dogs before hand.

When I got back with the dogs I went upstairs and she said alright drop your pants and get across my lap. As she delivered all twelve strokes I was lectured about my tone and cursing. It has been several days and my butt still hurts. After she had me thank her for helping me to improve and then had me crawl in between her legs and use my tongue to please her. Then it was time to get a condom on (I cringed as that usually means I will be cleaning up my mess), after she came she said that I didn't need to cum. I begged her to please let me and luckily she was kind and did.

Afterwards she climbed off me and said "I will give you a pass tonight but from now on you will be eating your mess. That was definitely a Thank God and UGH moment all rolled into one.

Take Your Pants Off Now!

That's what my wife said as we were watching television last night. I quickly complied to her order and laid back down. My wife quickly started smacking my cock and balls...hard. I am kind of a wimp when it comes to my cock and balls being hit so I was quickly yelling. She reprimanded me to be quiet but I really couldn't. She went and got a pair of her dirty panties and shoved them in my mouth. "There that will keep you quiet."

She continued to beat my cock and balls for the next half hour then decided that she wanted for me to rub her legs. So I quickly went at it and started to rub her legs. A couple times she would look back and if I was starting to get soft she would smack me again until I got hard again (obviously my cock and balls feel differently then I do about being hit).

A little while latter she came back up and started playing with my cock. She kept bringing me right to the edge and I would have to tell her I was close and she would stop. She did this for awhile and then decided she needed to use her Hitachi without my help, I just had to lay there with my erection raging and her panties in my mouth.

Finally, she decided it was time for sex. She rode me telling me how I would be cleaning her up after and how yummy it was going to be (UGH! I wouldn't say that). Then telling me that at some point she was going to call me today and tell me to get an pee cube and to suck on it and then have a glass of water with two pee cubes to chase it down. And how the next chance I would get to cum would be Friday.

And yes she did make me clean up my mess after I was done.

Two Great Nights

I have gotten to have sex and cum the last two nights, I am feeling very lucky! Especially since on Sunday when we were having sex after my wife came she said "ok, we are done." And I hadn't cum yet, luckily she was just kidding. And the added bonus was she did not make me clean her up afterwards.

Then yesterday since she hadn't locked me up I bumped her and asked if she wanted to have sex. She came back with an affirmative. After we got our kid to sleep I went about our usual routine of my kneeling on the floor next to her and putting coconut oil on her beautiful legs. She then said that she didn't think I was going to get sex but she wanted oral. Boy that sounded disappointing but it would have been her decision and she makes the decisions. She had a change of heart though saying that since she had agreed we could have sex but I had to get a condom (and we don't use condoms for birth control so it could only mean on thing).

The sex was fantastic but the second I came she jumped off of me, pulled the condom off and said open up. She poured some of it into my mouth and said close your mouth. So there I was laying with the condom dangling out and my mess in my mouth. She went back over to her side of the bed and pulled out her Hitachi and had an amazing orgasm as she looked at me and laughed. When she was finished she told me to swallow and go get cleaned up.

2014 Goals

While we were away this past weekend, our son ended up spending Saturday night in our friends' room (all the kids wanted to be together). So Sunday morning I woke up and wanted badly to have sex (I love morning sex but with the kid around it never happens). I was able to convince my wife, through begging and pleading that it was a good idea and she really was doing it just because she knows how much I love it.

Well I am a very verbal person and love to be talked to during sex. So I had asked if she had been thinking of any goals for the new year in terms of the FLR relationship and she had. So the goals she has set are as follows:

1. No more breaks from our new roles, she knows things come up but from now on we deal with them in our agreed upon dynamic. As I have said she is really embracing our new roles and is very happy in the roles. She feels we work much better with her the dominant and my following her lead.
2. Currently she only makes me clean-up (eat) probably about 50% of the messes that I make when I am allowed to cum. Going forward her goal is that will be 100%. UGH!!!! I hate this and it is so disgusting, but as I have said before thinking about the times she has made me do this is always hot.
3. She want us to focus on making BDSM/Kinky play happen a lot more. She acknowledge that we have to really force it for awhile to get ourselves back in the routine. She feels that we have gotten our relationship dynamic in a good place (still a lot of room for growth but it is an ongoing process) but we both want play to be a part of this and it needs to be a focus.

I got nervous about goal number two as we were having sex and whether she planned on implementing it immediately. She said no, she was worried our son would wander back over. But going forward yes....

We have talked some more and I have asked that we make the theme for the year anal. We both love it but it just doesn't seem to happen that often. But I think after an incredible anniversary date we both realize how much it needs to be a focus. So that is our theme and I asked that we add one additional goal...

   4. To work me up to the point that by the end of the year she will have fisted me. This is a pretty big goal and my wife is doubtful but I know if we focus on making play and anal play happen we can get there.

So those are our FLR/BDSM goals as they stand for 2014. Not sure if she will decide on any more, like chastity goals or anything. We try and keep the number of goals down (but that have a lot of things under them) so that we can focus on hitting them. We have other goals but not really appropriate for this blog.

Locked Again

Last night after we got the kid down, had me massage her legs and then she said alright it's time. She made me put on a condom which made me worry about needing to clean up afterwards, although I was unlocked I have not been given a chance to cum since Monday so I knew there would be a lot.

She started playing with me and telling me all she has planned for this week. Good it was hot, of course she is suppose to have her period so although she has a lot of hot things planned, there will be an added level of grossness. Which at the time will not be hot but I am embarrassed to say was really hot last night and thinking about it now has me straining against my cage.

I got to the edge a couple of times and asked her to back off so I could savor the experience. Then she said "I never said you were definitely getting a good one!" Oh No!!! Well she edge me a couple more times but then she let me cum and boy did I explode.She just looked at the condom and just started giggling about how much there was. Yes, I will admit it I begged and begged to not have to do it. I talked about all of the disgusting things she has planned for my week and since it was our first day back couldn't we just skip it.

She looked at the amount of the load again and said "alright, go clean yourself up and get back in here. I am going to play with myself with the vibrator and you need to help and if it is not a good one what we talked about will seem easy." I rushed to the bathroom and cleanup and got back, she had already started. I went for her nipples as they always make it a good orgasm. Because she is so close to her period she said no because they were too sensitive. DAMN! So I started to play with her letting my hand lean against the vibrator and started talking about the things she had said to me.

She came and came hard. When she was done she started to say "DAMN YOU!" Apparently she thought without her nipples it would be difficult to make it such a good one. Well, the talking about the things she had planned really turned her on (She really gets into humiliating me and doing things that I find disgusting (which is hot for me too)). She said it really pushed her over.

A little while later she locked me down. Her current plan for release is Thursday but I asked her this morning to fuck my ass on Tuesday. We have never done this locked down and I am interested to see how that experience will be.

Tonight's the night....I Hope?!?!

We survived the holidays!!! And my wife was very direct and bossy this past week (I loved this). But really other then that everything was pretty vanilla. A good part of it is my own fault, nights where she had plans we would consistently get into fights and that would end that

As it stands hopefully I will be unlocked tonight, this has been the longest I have gone 8 days. And really I cannot wait I am climbing the walls. I think/hope that I will get more then one release. I say hope because we have had some bickering and she keeps threatening to extend (really need to shut my mouth). At the same time that I am really really excited, I am also dreading it. As I know release means I am looking at clean up duty. My releases are generally very large and after 8 days can't imagine how much there will be???

My wife is telling me when we are done tonight I am going right back into lock up to. She really seems to be growing into the role. I think this lock up is only until Wednesday though. Next weekend we are going to a wedding for my cousin and we are staying at her parents house. I would think I will be loose as that has been how it was in the past but after this past week who knows. Will need to discuss with her tonight.

Released and Locked

Last night I had thought I would be allowed to have sex but was told you're not coming tonight but maybe tomorrow. Was a bit of let down but she makes the rules and I accepted it. My wife was off today and she was upstairs watching tv so I figured I should take a shot. I called her on the phone and asking for sex and surprisingly she said sure. I jumped at my chance and got upstairs before she changed her mind.

The dryer had just finished though so I quickly folded and put all of our laundry away. Went in and as we started, she said "I am not sure why I am doing this. What have you done that you deserve this?" Boy I was glad I just dealt with the laundry. After we were done she made me crawl between her legs and lick up my mess. That was really gross, the concept is always hotter before you cum.

Got cleaned up and went downstairs and got back to work. About 15 minutes later I got a call that I needed to be locked up (I had been on the honor system the last couple of days). So I went up and got locked into the Jailbird again.

After awhile I started having some self doubts about the FLR and some of the humiliating things she has been doing to me. I went up and kneeled next to her and asked if we could talk I said I was concerned again that she was just doing this because I wanted it and did it really interest her? Then I asked if she was able to respect me with some of the humiliating things she is doing to me (like making me clean up my mess). As I asked these questions she had a big smile on her face and said yes, all of this was really working for her and it is why she called me to be locked up and that yes, she loved and respected me and found the humiliating things she is putting me through hot.

Now I am back to being horny as hell and locked up so there is nothing I can do about it.