What a morning

Last night my wife after I gave her a big orgasm with my tongue, she gave me another ruined orgasm. My balls have been really bothering me and though it wasn't a relief to my current level of frustration it helped with the ball pain. And yes I had to eat it again (and there was a lot) but again since it wasn't ruined I didn't mind. Then she dragged me into the bathroom and pissed a really nasty piss into my mouth (apparently she was really dehydrated and had been drinking really strong tea all night). She found my chocking really amusing. I came back in to her using her vibrator for a second orgasm, she had me fighting to get me tongue in around her vibrator, again really amusing her.

This morning I snuggled up and pressed my cage against her. We then made out like a bunch of high school kids. At that I suggested maybe we go in to work a little late. And maybe we could get up and I would go prep myself and when I was ready she could come down and peg me. Then I could give her an orgasm and then we could take a tub together and I would shave her legs. After which we could get ready and have a nice lunch and head to work.

At first she thought it was a ploy to get out of the cage but when I told no I did not expect it. We had talked about her starting to peg me when I was still locked. Once she was comfortable with that she was good to go. Once the morning routine was through I went down to the basement and prepared myself. My wife expects me to be one hundred percent clean when she pegs me. When I was good I called her and asked for her to give me five minutes. She said "ok" and I went and grabbed our neoprene gas mask and got it on and climbed into our sling.

She came down and said how much she liked finding me in the hood and started to do some breathe play. Then she grabbed a glove and started lubing my up and got on her harness and cock. Wow, it was an incredible time...she really pounded the crap out of me. It felt so good and was such an incredible experience, I am not sure how to express it but when she pegs me I just feel so submissive to her and being locked and knowing I was going to be allowed to cum through penile stimulation was mind blowing. She kept playing with the cage and the hood's hose and was really into it. I kept telling her how much I wanted to be her dirty bitch, and she kept saying you already are. I really thought I was going to cum but it didn't happen but it felt so incredible.

She stopped and said get my harness off me so I took the hood off and got the harness off. She went over to our liberator  and waited for me to climb between her legs (she didn't wait long). She was so wet and ready again it did not take long.

My wife kept asking if I really enjoyed it and I was like "God, YES!" I explained that when she pegs me I just feel so incredibly submissive to her. Then I turned the question because I know she is not able to cum from it (we have tried) why she likes it? Her reply was the power she feels when doing it and the dominance over me. She then said she liked it even more with the cage and that the cage made those feelings so much stronger. The rest of the morning went the way it was described above. We did have a lot of interesting discussions about where we are recently and maybe I we do a post about it some time.

No relief in sight

My lovely wife is definitely ramping things up. Yesterday morning we were both off and she said go get the penis board and the thin rope we use with it. Below is a picture of the penis board

She then proceeded to amuse herself tying my cock down and abusing it. Then she went and grabbed a bunch of clothes pins and clips and amused herself further. Then she untied me and started to strock me and it felt wonderful. As I started to get close to cumming I asked if I was allowed to cum. She just started laughing and saying "nope!" I quickly pointed out that we haven't had sex since last Tuesday and my last release was Thursday. She said "yeah she knew but that I wouldn't be cumming anytime soon." Then she explained that I would not be cumming for another two weeks and that I would be locked the entire time. BLINK..BLINK. I have never gone longer then a week and then I was climbing the walls. She said yeah it will be good character building for you. She said she planned on ruined orgasms and maybe trying to milk me. 

And she went back to her project at hand of ruining my orgasm. On and on she would bring me right to the edge and stop. I asked what happened if I had an accident. At that she slapped my balls hard and said "that but only harder." Finally, she got me right to the edge and let go about 30 seconds later it started to dribble out. UGH! We knew it was a ruined one because I was willing for her to feed me my mess. Something after I cum, I am always resistant to doing. She said that making me eat it when I am willing is not nearly as fun.

I screwed up

Last night we were suppose to have a big scene and then we had planned another scene for tonight not as intense but would be a lot of fun. But before any play we had family activities planned. So we rushed out to have dinner before all of his activities. We decided with the craziness we would switch the scenes between nights.
I relaxed for a little while and then met them for the family night. My wife told me she was getting a headache and then later on said she was getting tired. The thing is we have a really bad habit of getting tired or just life getting in the way. So I got cranky...really, really cranky.
So nothing ended up happening except me getting another entry in the behavior modification plan notebook (UGH) and a stern lecture. And I did not get unlocked either :-( On the upside, I didn't get unlocked and my wife remained firmly in control.
On the upside I was told me no matter what we were playing tonight.

Sick

Damn it! My wife is off every other Friday and we had agreed that on those mornings she would take our son to school and then we would have some play before I started working. Today she was suppose to try out her new rodeo harness and fuck me hard and make me her bitch.

All week I have been slaving around the house getting everything done for her. But at the same time I have been fighting a stomach bug. We were suppose to have sex a couple of times and those were cancelled. Last night I had to give up the ghost and tell her I still had the stomach bug and there was no way we could follow through on our game plan.

Damn you stomach bug!

Best Laid Plans

Hi! Yes I am still out here. As I posted my wife had some pretty big plans for us after my birthday. Well none of it happened. The 21 day diet she wanted us to do really killed it I guess. The diet just gave her a constant headache and made me really moody. Then our fridge and dishwasher went so we ended up having to replace all of our kitchen appliances. So the stress at our house has been incredible.

So guess who has been more upset that things have fallen apart? Nope, not me. It is definitely my wife. She has been at an absolute loss and really not happy about the situation.

Things have finally settled down and we seem to not be having the problems we were with the diet and other stresses. So last night I asked her if she would want to go back to the way things were. I have never seen her respond as fast with a "YES!" We have agreed that we would go back after my trip next week to Dark Odyssey Winter Fire (http://www.darkodyssey.com/winterfire/home.php).

I have said it before but we really function better when she is actively leading the relationship. Hopefully this will get our mojo back.

Deflated balloon

I guess I should start with I am angry.... watching tv with my wife sleeping next to me. Tonight was suppose to be a night of fireworks (tonight was the night I was getting unlocked). Now I should have known things were not going to work out when my wife suggested a night off for me because I just got the PS4. Frankly, I was more interested in sex and told her so, but she assured me boom boom was happening... just that I might want to focus on the games.
So when we finally got our son down...I asked to be unlocked (I had to pee and I was hoping to be unlocked anyway), she said sure. Unlocked me and said "sure but we are not having sex."..WTF?!? She then explained that she was tired and had gotten a headache (which has apparently happen nightly since she started the training class she was in).
There were numerous times today where she said we were having sex. Frankly, I would not be as aggravated if it was a case of her saying "I changed my mind." But the thing is I needed to be unlocked tomorrow morning (exercise related activity), and realistically we would not be up before kid, so it had to be tonight.
No, I am not doing anything with my freedom. Just really frustrated and disappointed.