Work in Progress

We are still talking about things, my wife is very determined for us to get back to our FLR. And honestly I would like to as well. I have been really depressed and overwhelmed lately and I think it is just the lack of guidance if that makes any sense. But we need to take this slowly and figure out what will work for us and how we can keep it from becoming so routine that you stop doing it.

As a way of ensuring follow through my wife has added activities like maintenance and punishment spankings. And Wednesdays are suppose to be our maintenance nights. She brought it up several times during the day and then again in the evening. I really just expected it to be talk but once our son was asleep she said we were doing it. I resisted a bit but she was firm and today I am glad she did.

Today, I went and made the bed, prepared her tea and dealt with all of the laundry. Things that were routine in our FLR but since the issues have just gone away. I hope she sees it as my being willing for us to continue to figure out how we can get back to it.

I am away for the weekend (she is not amused about my missing Mother's Day) but I am hopeful we can discuss further before I leave. But we will see, still don't know where we go from here.

Not sure where we go from here

Haven't posted in a real long time. Last time I posted we were about to have an adult weekend of hardcore FLR and kinky fun. Well we had it and it was great but then the wheels kind of fell off of the bus that is our relationship. I really don't know what exactly happened but my wife just stopped leading or anything in terms of FLR. It really hurt and not sure how to say that better.

In the absence of flr, we have really really been struggling and fighting. It has been an incredibly rough month. A couple times she had made passing comments about wanting to get back to it. Then we were talking and she said she doesn't know what caused things to go so wrong between us. I pointed out that we started struggling when she stopped. She thought about it, you could see the wheels turning, and looked at me and said I was right.

Since that conversation she has really been focused on our getting back to it. Asking what it would take and such. Frankly, I am scared about our going back to it and the same thing happening. The last month has been so bad and I really was hurt when things just stopped. We finally seem to be functioning again (not as an flr just a relationship) and not just fighting so the thought that we could start this whole cycle again, you know is scary.

My wife points out that we both function better when we are actively functioning in a female le
d relationship. And I really agree with her. So we are discussing it. I have told her I need a lot more structure and commitment and follow through on her part. And then talking about what we would do differently. I don't know where this will lead but at least we are discussing it

Wife's Best Friend: The Event

Alright, wanted to get this down last night but it just didn't happen. Headed out early because I wanted to make sure I was on time. I was suppose to be there at 9:30 and managed to arrive at 9:25. When I came in she was surprised saying "You're early? No one is ever early." Bonus points for me she really liked that. Remember I know her pretty well and knew she would.

It was really a laid back play date. Got in, got naked and got out her liberator shape. She spent some time lubing me up. I told her I hope she found me clean because I spent a lot of time doing enemas to ensure I was clean. She laughed and said she wasn't worried about it. And then she started feeding chain into my ass. Wow! That was a really an interesting experience.

Safety Note: Do not try this at home this is not normal store bought chain. This is stainless steel and completely smoothed out.

Then she pulled it out YUM. She then got on her new custom made strap-on and showed me two cocks to pick from. I went for the fun one! And we climbed on her bed and it was time for business. We started out slowly my legs around her head and then she started thrusting, my legs went down and she started talking about what a slut I was....or maybe I said what a slut I was (it gets blurry). Then she stopped thrusting and told me to bounce on her cock. So what was I to do? I started bouncing.

It was a lot of fun. On the home front, my brother-in-law has headed home and my wife has informed me that the bitch is coming home. And tomorrow things are changing and has given me a long list of things that need to be done before she is home tomorrow.

Wife's Best Friend

We haven't been up to much. Work and some other things have really been crazy with family stuff. But next weekend we are sending my son off to his grandparents and my wife says it is game on!

So my wife's best friend bumped me today and we were chatting. She was looking for play ideas for someone she has been playing with. The conversation then turned to how hot the scene we had a Dark Odyssey. She then told me how she put two feet of chain up the guy's ass. I questioned why she never offered to that to me, she quickly responded "I will, I love it, and it feels good too!" A little later in the conversation she said "So what are you doing tonight?" She said we could play with some chain and that she has a new strap-on she wants to break in.

My brother-in-law is coming down for the weekend. So we will probably going out to dinner but after that not sure what. So I said I will check with my wife. Checked with my wife and her only question was where? So I told her in our family room thought it would be a floor show. That did not amuse her but then I said of course it would be her place. I told my wife that her friend's  husband is out of town and wouldn't mind having some fun.

My wife said sure go for it. She knows I have been desperate for some play. She just wants to make sure that I am up tomorrow morning because I am suppose to take her brother out. So I may be having some fun but I need to figure out what time my brother-in-law is getting in. Stay tuned.

Still Here

Just thought I would do quick post, this week has been really hectic for us so not a whole lot going on. My work has been incredibly stressful and my wife has been in a training class. And then I started a running 101 class so been stiff and sore. So we really have not done a lot other then my daily chores. But my wife came in yesterday for work and I was soaking my sore muscles in the tub and got undressed climb up and pissed all over my face and then just walked out.

And no she still has not let cum this week but tomorrow is Friday and she did say I would get to then.

Take Your Pants Off Now!

That's what my wife said as we were watching television last night. I quickly complied to her order and laid back down. My wife quickly started smacking my cock and balls...hard. I am kind of a wimp when it comes to my cock and balls being hit so I was quickly yelling. She reprimanded me to be quiet but I really couldn't. She went and got a pair of her dirty panties and shoved them in my mouth. "There that will keep you quiet."

She continued to beat my cock and balls for the next half hour then decided that she wanted for me to rub her legs. So I quickly went at it and started to rub her legs. A couple times she would look back and if I was starting to get soft she would smack me again until I got hard again (obviously my cock and balls feel differently then I do about being hit).

A little while latter she came back up and started playing with my cock. She kept bringing me right to the edge and I would have to tell her I was close and she would stop. She did this for awhile and then decided she needed to use her Hitachi without my help, I just had to lay there with my erection raging and her panties in my mouth.

Finally, she decided it was time for sex. She rode me telling me how I would be cleaning her up after and how yummy it was going to be (UGH! I wouldn't say that). Then telling me that at some point she was going to call me today and tell me to get an pee cube and to suck on it and then have a glass of water with two pee cubes to chase it down. And how the next chance I would get to cum would be Friday.

And yes she did make me clean up my mess after I was done.

Two Great Nights

I have gotten to have sex and cum the last two nights, I am feeling very lucky! Especially since on Sunday when we were having sex after my wife came she said "ok, we are done." And I hadn't cum yet, luckily she was just kidding. And the added bonus was she did not make me clean her up afterwards.

Then yesterday since she hadn't locked me up I bumped her and asked if she wanted to have sex. She came back with an affirmative. After we got our kid to sleep I went about our usual routine of my kneeling on the floor next to her and putting coconut oil on her beautiful legs. She then said that she didn't think I was going to get sex but she wanted oral. Boy that sounded disappointing but it would have been her decision and she makes the decisions. She had a change of heart though saying that since she had agreed we could have sex but I had to get a condom (and we don't use condoms for birth control so it could only mean on thing).

The sex was fantastic but the second I came she jumped off of me, pulled the condom off and said open up. She poured some of it into my mouth and said close your mouth. So there I was laying with the condom dangling out and my mess in my mouth. She went back over to her side of the bed and pulled out her Hitachi and had an amazing orgasm as she looked at me and laughed. When she was finished she told me to swallow and go get cleaned up.