Take Your Pants Off Now!

That's what my wife said as we were watching television last night. I quickly complied to her order and laid back down. My wife quickly started smacking my cock and balls...hard. I am kind of a wimp when it comes to my cock and balls being hit so I was quickly yelling. She reprimanded me to be quiet but I really couldn't. She went and got a pair of her dirty panties and shoved them in my mouth. "There that will keep you quiet."

She continued to beat my cock and balls for the next half hour then decided that she wanted for me to rub her legs. So I quickly went at it and started to rub her legs. A couple times she would look back and if I was starting to get soft she would smack me again until I got hard again (obviously my cock and balls feel differently then I do about being hit).

A little while latter she came back up and started playing with my cock. She kept bringing me right to the edge and I would have to tell her I was close and she would stop. She did this for awhile and then decided she needed to use her Hitachi without my help, I just had to lay there with my erection raging and her panties in my mouth.

Finally, she decided it was time for sex. She rode me telling me how I would be cleaning her up after and how yummy it was going to be (UGH! I wouldn't say that). Then telling me that at some point she was going to call me today and tell me to get an pee cube and to suck on it and then have a glass of water with two pee cubes to chase it down. And how the next chance I would get to cum would be Friday.

And yes she did make me clean up my mess after I was done.

Two Great Nights

I have gotten to have sex and cum the last two nights, I am feeling very lucky! Especially since on Sunday when we were having sex after my wife came she said "ok, we are done." And I hadn't cum yet, luckily she was just kidding. And the added bonus was she did not make me clean her up afterwards.

Then yesterday since she hadn't locked me up I bumped her and asked if she wanted to have sex. She came back with an affirmative. After we got our kid to sleep I went about our usual routine of my kneeling on the floor next to her and putting coconut oil on her beautiful legs. She then said that she didn't think I was going to get sex but she wanted oral. Boy that sounded disappointing but it would have been her decision and she makes the decisions. She had a change of heart though saying that since she had agreed we could have sex but I had to get a condom (and we don't use condoms for birth control so it could only mean on thing).

The sex was fantastic but the second I came she jumped off of me, pulled the condom off and said open up. She poured some of it into my mouth and said close your mouth. So there I was laying with the condom dangling out and my mess in my mouth. She went back over to her side of the bed and pulled out her Hitachi and had an amazing orgasm as she looked at me and laughed. When she was finished she told me to swallow and go get cleaned up.

Moving Back into a Normal Routine

My in-laws were visiting this past weekend, which as I have said always makes my wife more shall we say demanding (others might say bitchy). And this weekend was definitely not the exception, she had me running around constantly. I think with her now having the dominant role in our relationship she really enjoys exerting it when her parents are around.

I was told I was getting sex last night and that it was going to be a good one (no ruined or clean-up). I was damn excited because I woke up yesterday extremely horny and was climbing the walls.Unfortunately as the day went I started feeling worse and worse with an ear ache and sore throat. I finally had to throw in the towel and ask for a rain check (I was that miserable) which my wife agreed too. So hopefully tonight!

I have gotten almost all of my chores done for today so hopefully there won't be much going into the Behavior Modification notebook. She has actively been using it again and the balance is going up. Not looking forward to settling up on that. 

I expect that this week we will be a lot more back in our routine. Chores, shaving her legs and massaging coconut oil into her legs and then orally servicing her at night . Maintenance spanking on Thursday night and  this Friday is her Friday off so expect she will be fucking my ass (our new game plan is that we do this on her Friday's off).

Birthday Week

We have just gotten back from visiting my grandfather down in Florida. Yesterday was his and my birthday and the trip was my son's first plane ride. It was a really good visit but meant we were pretty vanilla. My wife was still the boss but that was about it.

The week of my birthday I get my one blow job for the entire year. So I bet you all can figure I am damn excited! But I have also managed to negotiate a week of cumming! Each night she will give me one orgasm, to say I am giddy would not even begin to capture my excitement. I know that there will be a cost on the other side but I am content to focus on the upside.

Oh and since she is giving me an orgasm everyday she decided that I would not need to be locked up!

Anniversary Post

Our anniversary was back in September and we decided to go to a nice bed and breakfast in one of the old, country towns that is not to far from our house. We got there early and wandered around the antique shops and just had a nice day.

Afterwards we went back to our room and took a nap. And then we decided it was time for us to play, I was told to go clean myself out. So I went into the bathroom for probably a half hour and listened to Rush. When I came out I got to see my beautiful wife lounging around with her strap-on just waiting for me. 

All I can say is she used me in every corner of that room. My wife had her way with me for a long time and it was such an amazing night. I felt so connected to her. And it was overwhelming too. At one point she talked about going ass to mouth and I said "No way!" She stopped fucking me and had me get on my knees as she stood over me with her strap-on in my face. And she lectured me that if she wants me to suck her cock after she has fucked me I will do it. All I could say was "Yes Ma'am." Luckily she went back to fucking my ass and never made me do that.

Afterwards we went to a wonderful dinner and a had an incredible night.

Locked Again

Last night after we got the kid down, had me massage her legs and then she said alright it's time. She made me put on a condom which made me worry about needing to clean up afterwards, although I was unlocked I have not been given a chance to cum since Monday so I knew there would be a lot.

She started playing with me and telling me all she has planned for this week. Good it was hot, of course she is suppose to have her period so although she has a lot of hot things planned, there will be an added level of grossness. Which at the time will not be hot but I am embarrassed to say was really hot last night and thinking about it now has me straining against my cage.

I got to the edge a couple of times and asked her to back off so I could savor the experience. Then she said "I never said you were definitely getting a good one!" Oh No!!! Well she edge me a couple more times but then she let me cum and boy did I explode.She just looked at the condom and just started giggling about how much there was. Yes, I will admit it I begged and begged to not have to do it. I talked about all of the disgusting things she has planned for my week and since it was our first day back couldn't we just skip it.

She looked at the amount of the load again and said "alright, go clean yourself up and get back in here. I am going to play with myself with the vibrator and you need to help and if it is not a good one what we talked about will seem easy." I rushed to the bathroom and cleanup and got back, she had already started. I went for her nipples as they always make it a good orgasm. Because she is so close to her period she said no because they were too sensitive. DAMN! So I started to play with her letting my hand lean against the vibrator and started talking about the things she had said to me.

She came and came hard. When she was done she started to say "DAMN YOU!" Apparently she thought without her nipples it would be difficult to make it such a good one. Well, the talking about the things she had planned really turned her on (She really gets into humiliating me and doing things that I find disgusting (which is hot for me too)). She said it really pushed her over.

A little while later she locked me down. Her current plan for release is Thursday but I asked her this morning to fuck my ass on Tuesday. We have never done this locked down and I am interested to see how that experience will be.

Last Night

After we got our son to sleep, my wife said she wanted to take a tub. I said I would give it a little while to make sure our soon went to sleep. Once I was comfortable I went to join her. She unlocked me and I got ready to shave her legs. After we got out and we returned to the bedroom I was told to get a condom. 

I dug one out but somehow it was a flavored, no idea where that would have come from. But she gave me a look and then put it on me. She said "This first one I am going to just play with you. Then I am going to play with my vibrator for a bit and then we are going to have sex. While we are having sex though you are going to have the contents of the condom and the condom in your mouth. Then when we are finished your going to lick me clean." Wow was that hot to hear.

So she began to play with me and I wanted it to last forever. But with the lack of attention I've had I realized I was getting close and asked her to slow down. Damn it it was too close and as she pulled her hand off I started to cum....Oh know my first cum after 8 days and it started to look like it was going to be a ruined one. I begged her to stroke it as it was too late. Luckily she was kind and resumed, can't say it was a monumental one or anything but it was pleasurable.

True to her word she rolled over and grabbed her vibrator and was working it. It didn't take very long at all for me to be ready for round 2 and she said are you ready? I said yes and she pulled the condom off and deposited the contents into my mouth and the condom (which was even worse then the cum, disgustingly sweet strawberry). She mounted me and was really really into it. So much so she came really fast, I asked her about it today and she said my laying there with the cum in my mouth just got her really hot. 

She got off of me and said we would go again in a little while. After a few minutes, yes I still had the cum and condom in my mouth, I started to just get sick. It wasn't from the cum, nope it was the disgustingly sweet condom. I frantically started flapping my arms so she knew there was an issue and she said "go to the bathroom and deal with it." So I did, oh god that was horrible.

I figured we would be starting round 3 soon but after I got back we got a call. Unfortunately I got some really bad family news which put things to an end. It was a fantastic night with a lot of fun. I am not locked up as I have asked for a day to deal with the family stuff (today is just a mentally exhausting day) but have asked that it only be a day and that we get back to the FLR tomorrow. I really think that the structure of our new structure and her being strict will help me to get through this difficult time. 

 

Tonight's the night....I Hope?!?!

We survived the holidays!!! And my wife was very direct and bossy this past week (I loved this). But really other then that everything was pretty vanilla. A good part of it is my own fault, nights where she had plans we would consistently get into fights and that would end that

As it stands hopefully I will be unlocked tonight, this has been the longest I have gone 8 days. And really I cannot wait I am climbing the walls. I think/hope that I will get more then one release. I say hope because we have had some bickering and she keeps threatening to extend (really need to shut my mouth). At the same time that I am really really excited, I am also dreading it. As I know release means I am looking at clean up duty. My releases are generally very large and after 8 days can't imagine how much there will be???

My wife is telling me when we are done tonight I am going right back into lock up to. She really seems to be growing into the role. I think this lock up is only until Wednesday though. Next weekend we are going to a wedding for my cousin and we are staying at her parents house. I would think I will be loose as that has been how it was in the past but after this past week who knows. Will need to discuss with her tonight.

Play Tonight!

Last night I went to my wife and said that I think I have been doing really good with the changes and have been trying really hard to be mindful of her. As such I said I would really like for us to have some play time. She said she would think about it.

Today I asked when she was locking me up again. She responded tonight after we play and have sex!!!! Bonus plan! Of course I had for some fun on Sunday to but it isn't my place to say. I have been unlocked for a couple of days but have not gotten to cum, to me that is harder then being locked and not getting to cum.

And another bit of progress, I asked when I was getting out. She responded she is torn on whether she unlocks me before her family gets here or if she keeps me locked the entire time they are here. In the past she has never been open to keeping me locked when either of our families were around. Now the fact that she is even considering it is a big step (of course she could just be teasing).

Frankly, she never wants to have sex when her parents are staying with us. So I won't be getting to cum so I would rather stay locked. But it is her decision.

To be in full disclosure, my wife does not read these posts before I make them. So they are my unfiltered thoughts but she does read them (I give the posts to read after they are up), so the post may have some influence in her decision.