Holiday Duldrums

Life has been more then a little stressful lately, my wife is struggling with her Meniere's as I talked about in my last post. Besides the vertigo, the meds just make her incredibly tired. And work is crazy for me before the holiday and just the overall stress that comes from the holidays...so stress really just abounds.

So we really haven't been doing much and frankly trying to force it was becoming stressful. You know it not happening and my wife worrying that she needed to (which she didn't). But we had a chat yesterday and decided we needed to go back to a vanilla mode until New Year's. My wife asked "would I be ok with it?" And of course I was we need to take care of us first and the rest will happen when it is the right time. I know she is really disappointed but she will be able to recover and not be stressed about what she is doing or not doing. And I can focus on getting my work crap out of the way. To be clear she is still the boss and in fact was pointing out last night that I was slacking on the laundry.

I know my wife has a lot of plans for New Year's day, she was planning before this happened. So I imagine she will be even more motivated. In the mean time we have a lot of family time carved out and we are going to spend a lot of time on goals for the New Year (personal, career, family, home and FLR).

We were out at dinner last night and we talked about the blog. I think I will post some of our past exploits, like maybe my pre-bachelor party and some other fun times.

Checking In

My wife has been pretty ill since last Wednesday, she has Meniere's Disease. That is an inner ear issue that causes vertigo and it has been acting up since last Wednesday. So I have been definitely doing a lot of service because I have had to take care of her and deal with the house and the kid.

So not really that much to talk about. I did get out on Thursday and have been allowed to have to cums. Haven't been locked up since because I needed to be out Saturday morning (but ending up being sick so didn't do the activity I was suppose to).

Hopefully my wife will soon feel better.

 

Unexpected Week Off

Sorry for being gone so long. As I wrote in my last post, the our fun ended the other night when I got some bad family news, an Uncle who was an important part of my life growing up was being taken off life support. He past on Monday. Then I came down with a horrible chest cold.

I told my wife that I needed a day off from the WLM. I thought that would be enough I just needed to not have to focus but then thought the comfort of the routine after that day would help. But then my cold just kept getting worse and worse. So we have pretty much been off all week. I can really tell my wife has missed our new roles. And I can say it really works for me too.This week has kind of been awkward, I still tried to do a lot of what I do for her because I know it makes her happy.

We would have probably gone back Wednesday or yesterday but work has been crushing my soul this week, new systems at work. But I just went up and talked to her. We are going to do a little something tonight and then tomorrow we are back to the roles we have grown comfortable with.

Last Night

After we got our son to sleep, my wife said she wanted to take a tub. I said I would give it a little while to make sure our soon went to sleep. Once I was comfortable I went to join her. She unlocked me and I got ready to shave her legs. After we got out and we returned to the bedroom I was told to get a condom. 

I dug one out but somehow it was a flavored, no idea where that would have come from. But she gave me a look and then put it on me. She said "This first one I am going to just play with you. Then I am going to play with my vibrator for a bit and then we are going to have sex. While we are having sex though you are going to have the contents of the condom and the condom in your mouth. Then when we are finished your going to lick me clean." Wow was that hot to hear.

So she began to play with me and I wanted it to last forever. But with the lack of attention I've had I realized I was getting close and asked her to slow down. Damn it it was too close and as she pulled her hand off I started to cum....Oh know my first cum after 8 days and it started to look like it was going to be a ruined one. I begged her to stroke it as it was too late. Luckily she was kind and resumed, can't say it was a monumental one or anything but it was pleasurable.

True to her word she rolled over and grabbed her vibrator and was working it. It didn't take very long at all for me to be ready for round 2 and she said are you ready? I said yes and she pulled the condom off and deposited the contents into my mouth and the condom (which was even worse then the cum, disgustingly sweet strawberry). She mounted me and was really really into it. So much so she came really fast, I asked her about it today and she said my laying there with the cum in my mouth just got her really hot. 

She got off of me and said we would go again in a little while. After a few minutes, yes I still had the cum and condom in my mouth, I started to just get sick. It wasn't from the cum, nope it was the disgustingly sweet condom. I frantically started flapping my arms so she knew there was an issue and she said "go to the bathroom and deal with it." So I did, oh god that was horrible.

I figured we would be starting round 3 soon but after I got back we got a call. Unfortunately I got some really bad family news which put things to an end. It was a fantastic night with a lot of fun. I am not locked up as I have asked for a day to deal with the family stuff (today is just a mentally exhausting day) but have asked that it only be a day and that we get back to the FLR tomorrow. I really think that the structure of our new structure and her being strict will help me to get through this difficult time.