Two Great Nights

I have gotten to have sex and cum the last two nights, I am feeling very lucky! Especially since on Sunday when we were having sex after my wife came she said "ok, we are done." And I hadn't cum yet, luckily she was just kidding. And the added bonus was she did not make me clean her up afterwards.

Then yesterday since she hadn't locked me up I bumped her and asked if she wanted to have sex. She came back with an affirmative. After we got our kid to sleep I went about our usual routine of my kneeling on the floor next to her and putting coconut oil on her beautiful legs. She then said that she didn't think I was going to get sex but she wanted oral. Boy that sounded disappointing but it would have been her decision and she makes the decisions. She had a change of heart though saying that since she had agreed we could have sex but I had to get a condom (and we don't use condoms for birth control so it could only mean on thing).

The sex was fantastic but the second I came she jumped off of me, pulled the condom off and said open up. She poured some of it into my mouth and said close your mouth. So there I was laying with the condom dangling out and my mess in my mouth. She went back over to her side of the bed and pulled out her Hitachi and had an amazing orgasm as she looked at me and laughed. When she was finished she told me to swallow and go get cleaned up.

Gift

After a long week as a single parent I am really happy for my wife to be back home. And I was so excited about the gift I had got her I decided to give it to her last night. So once we got our child down and she was relaxing in bed I got on my knees and gave it to her. She absolutely loved it and was excited. Here is a picture of the gift.

Believe it or not I found it on Blue Nile, they call it key to my heart but I said we both know what it is really the key to.

I am at a seminar all weekend so really not a lot going on. But I will say since she has gotten home she is way more bitchy no asking just telling. I commented on it and she said she was happy I noticed. Can I just say I love my wife.

Remembering My Place

Yesterday morning my wife bumped me yesterday and asked if I was wearing pantyhose. I posted awhile back that she requires me to wear pantyhose to remember my place. Unfortunately I wasn't, with her being away I didn't think it was necessary. She instructed me to get them on immediately and I am sure I have gotten another demerit in the BMP notebook. 

I asked her what her plans were once the warm weather came (as spring is around the corner). She immediately responded that I would be wearing panties all summer. As she definitely wants me to always remember my place in our relationship.

Then this morning I got a text saying I think you are thirsty go get a peecube and some water and send me a picture. Unfortunately, I had to go into the office this morning so I explained that I would as soon as I was home. Got home about an hour ago and have made my drink and have just finished it. Ugh! But at least she didn't make me suck on it like a popsicle. Below is the photo that I sent her.

I really am loving these little things my wife has been doing to keep me in a submissive mindset. I can't tell you the effect it has on me each time she has done it. I have thanked her and told her how these things send me to the moon. 

Long Distance Control

Last Friday to keep my mind on her this week my wife came home and peed in a glass (and it was a smelly pee). Then she called me over and told me to take it and pour it into a couple of ice trays we have and put them in the outside freezer. She told me that she may or may not call me this week and tell me to make myself a drink with her special ice cubes or she might even tell me to just suck on one and think about her.

She made a lot of ice cubes but so far hasn't called or texted me. But I will say it is an effective way of keeping her on my mind.

Whilly Nilly

Last weekend my wife told me she had decided to lock me up for the week while she was gone. Every time we had some alone time she reiterated how I was going to be locked and she was taking her vibrator on her trip and cumming as much as she wanted...UGH!

She was sick yesterday and I wondered if she was going to remember or forget. I went back and forth on whether to remind her (too be clear I would not have cum without her permission) or not. But knowing that I am submissive to her I bucked up and did the right thing as asked about it. She said no, she decided with it being just me and our son that it was probably best for me not to be locked up.

This morning as she was getting ready to leave. I was sitting in our tub reading, she came over and gave me a kiss and said go ahead you can be whilly nilly (meaning I can cum as often and as much as I want) while I am gone. WOOOO HOOO! Of course then she said because when I get back things are going to be changing, she then snickered and walked out.

Gift

With all of the changes we have going on and some things my wife wants I really wanted to get her a special gift. I found exactly what I was looking for and ordered it today and had it shipped (once I give it to her I will let you all know what it is but can't ruin the surprise ;-) ).

My wife got very sick late last night with some sort of stomach flu (completely different then the one I had). So she was in bed all day. I am not suppose to buy things without her approval so I had to go up and tell her I bought something but could not tell her what it was because I wanted it to be a surprise. I with all the changes we have going on I wanted a symbol to acknowledge it and found it.

I really, really hope she likes it because I am really excited about it.

Calm before the Storm

My wife had such a good time with the rope and tormenting me on Saturday that she decided that she wanted to do it again last night. After she had me bound up and was having her fun she paused and looked me in the eyes and said that I should consider this week to be the calm before the storm. You see she is leaving tomorrow for a work conference and will not be back until Friday night.

I asked her what she meant and she just said " I have plans and a lot of things are going to be changing. And you should prepare yourself because it is going to be very hard on you." I am really excited and nervous to see where she wants to take our relationship. More and more we are getting back to where we were a few months ago when things were really clicking. We both want to go a lot farther down the rabbit hole and it sounds like she is going to start pushing that.