Wednesday Night

Wednesday night we had plans for a nice dinner and then to go see the Shallows. But at dinner I started having really bad stomach issues. My wife said "would you rather go home and I will unlock you and play with you for awhile?" With the stomach issues it was a pretty easy to decide. Even though it had only been two days that is a lot for me being that in the past I was you to cumming 3-4 times a day (so yes my life is going through a major change).

We went home and took care of some house stuff and then she went to get the key. She came back saying she forgot where she put the key...NOT FUNNY, but I am sure it is a standard key holder joke. After unlocking me she lectured me about some things that I had disappointed her over and said she hasn't decided if or what kind of ejaculation I would get.

She played with me for what felt like forever. Every time she was getting close she would stop.

At one point I looked at her and said "You've decided, haven't you?"

And she giggled and said "yep!"

I looked at her and said "You're going to ruin it, aren't you?"

She laughed and said "Oh Yeah!"

After bringing me to the brink probably a dozen more times, she took me right to the edge and stopped. She went to start again and I said don't. And then my cum started to ooze out. She was giggling like a teenage girl. I couldn't even look at my cock but it just kept oozing and oozing. I don't know what came over me but I just started begging and begging for her to bring me to a full orgasm. I really don't know what came over me and really did not expect her to listen but she said ok. That orgasm right after the ruined one was unbelievable and earth shattering.

She then laid down on her side of the bed and pulled out her vibrator. After I was cleaned up I tried to touch her and help her. She just yelled at me "Don't touch me! You can watch but do not touch me!" So there I sat watching her have a wonderful orgasm.

Later that night she leaned over and started kissing me. Then she said "I have a wonderful time playing with you tonight!" She let me sleep unlocked that night but made sure I was back to being locked up yesterday.

Here we go

We signed our agreement last night and it started this morning. Apparently, my wife had planned on waking me up early to lock me down but I had been up with stomach issues a lot early this morning so she took pity on me.

I have been in a pretty bad funk that started yesterday. I am really not sure what is going on but just kind of in a down in the dumps mood. I'd like to snap out of it but who knows. My wife is concerned but I go through these mood swings so we just need to ride it out as we push forward with the FLR.

Has the color of the sky suddenly changed or anything since we signed the agreement...No. I made her a beverage while she made dinner, I cleaned up and we watched TV (All pretty boring normal stuff). She had worked out after work and we went up stairs where she made use of my tongue. When I was done she said get a condom and we had a wonderful round of sex. I reached the point where I needed to know if I could cum and she gave me permission. Right as I crossed the point of no return, she said "Maybe I should stop right now!" But it was well too late.

We then took a tub together because she wanted me to shave her legs. Afterwards we watched some television and then she said she was going to bed. I was convinced she was going to forget about locking me down and I wasn't sure if I should remind her or not. But she rolled over and said "Where's your thing?" I pulled it out and she said "let's go" So we are back to trying to make our relationship work as an FLR and I am locked down to motivate me.

***Someone asked about our agreement, I would love to post it because I am really happy with it (my wife commented about how well thought out it was) but I used thoughts from other people's blogs and just do not know how appropriate it would be to share.

Moving back to Female Led

Our last few attempts at a Female Led Relationship (FLR) have all fizzled. The funny thing is we both agree that things work for us when we are in that kind of relationship dynamic, the rest of the time we just muddle along. So we have been just here, kind of rudderless and fallen into a rut. Neither one of us are very happy and she has told me that things are a lot worse then I realize because she is really unhappy.

So we have been doing a lot of talking about what we want and where we can go from here. We have both agreed that we need to put our energy back into making our relationship into an FLR format. We have both read Georgia Ivey Green's book How to Set-up an FLR. We've taken the quizzes she has and talked a lot about what we want.

We are working up an agreement that outlines the expectations and how we will work during the summer as an FLR (then we will review what worked and tweak) and putting it down on paper. We haven't finished the agreement but I am happy with it so far. I have used some posts from the I'm Hers and Male Chastity Journal that were really relevant and am really happy with the agreement. My wife has the agreement and is putting her touches and editing so we will see what it looks like when we are done. We have gotten a new chastity device, the Holy Trainer 2. 

I can tell that she is really excited about returning to the FLR, I cannot tell you how many times I've heard her say "Oh things are going to be changing," or "Enjoy it now this are changing and changing quick." My son is going away for the week tomorrow and our game plan is to have a relaxing weekend and then sign and begin our new arrangement on Monday morning. This way we have a solid week for us to work through the kinks. Wish us luck.