Here we go

We signed our agreement last night and it started this morning. Apparently, my wife had planned on waking me up early to lock me down but I had been up with stomach issues a lot early this morning so she took pity on me.

I have been in a pretty bad funk that started yesterday. I am really not sure what is going on but just kind of in a down in the dumps mood. I'd like to snap out of it but who knows. My wife is concerned but I go through these mood swings so we just need to ride it out as we push forward with the FLR.

Has the color of the sky suddenly changed or anything since we signed the agreement...No. I made her a beverage while she made dinner, I cleaned up and we watched TV (All pretty boring normal stuff). She had worked out after work and we went up stairs where she made use of my tongue. When I was done she said get a condom and we had a wonderful round of sex. I reached the point where I needed to know if I could cum and she gave me permission. Right as I crossed the point of no return, she said "Maybe I should stop right now!" But it was well too late.

We then took a tub together because she wanted me to shave her legs. Afterwards we watched some television and then she said she was going to bed. I was convinced she was going to forget about locking me down and I wasn't sure if I should remind her or not. But she rolled over and said "Where's your thing?" I pulled it out and she said "let's go" So we are back to trying to make our relationship work as an FLR and I am locked down to motivate me.

***Someone asked about our agreement, I would love to post it because I am really happy with it (my wife commented about how well thought out it was) but I used thoughts from other people's blogs and just do not know how appropriate it would be to share.

Moving back to Female Led

Our last few attempts at a Female Led Relationship (FLR) have all fizzled. The funny thing is we both agree that things work for us when we are in that kind of relationship dynamic, the rest of the time we just muddle along. So we have been just here, kind of rudderless and fallen into a rut. Neither one of us are very happy and she has told me that things are a lot worse then I realize because she is really unhappy.

So we have been doing a lot of talking about what we want and where we can go from here. We have both agreed that we need to put our energy back into making our relationship into an FLR format. We have both read Georgia Ivey Green's book How to Set-up an FLR. We've taken the quizzes she has and talked a lot about what we want.

We are working up an agreement that outlines the expectations and how we will work during the summer as an FLR (then we will review what worked and tweak) and putting it down on paper. We haven't finished the agreement but I am happy with it so far. I have used some posts from the I'm Hers and Male Chastity Journal that were really relevant and am really happy with the agreement. My wife has the agreement and is putting her touches and editing so we will see what it looks like when we are done. We have gotten a new chastity device, the Holy Trainer 2. 

I can tell that she is really excited about returning to the FLR, I cannot tell you how many times I've heard her say "Oh things are going to be changing," or "Enjoy it now this are changing and changing quick." My son is going away for the week tomorrow and our game plan is to have a relaxing weekend and then sign and begin our new arrangement on Monday morning. This way we have a solid week for us to work through the kinks. Wish us luck.